U-KISS COMING TO MALAYSIA - i can go!

OMG!

i can go..

really!

Kak Diella yg baik hati telah offer for paying for 1 of the tix

thanx a lot kak diella!

i'm really thankful to u!

i didnt really expect that i can really go

oh i just cant wait to meet xander n kiseop!

uwawawa~~

(what's that?)

haha bcuz i'm too hapy,

idk what to say..

U-KISS FAN MEETING!

wait for me~~

U-KISS is COMING TO MALAYSIA but i cannot go!

i'm so depressed!

i can't go to their fan meeting!

i really4 wanna go but i just cant!

i dunt hv enuff money

i just asked money from my parents

because my money runs out!

i cannot eat la now..

we need to save money to go to the UK next year

to visit my sister

uwaa!!pls help me!

i really4 want to go..

i'm crying dy..

tlg..

i already missed DBSK in 2006 and 2007

i luv U-KISS but of cos not as much as DBSK or SHINee

but i really luv them!

i realluy wanna go..

i dont want to regret later..

but its just the problem of MONEY.

plus PAH (my grandma) is so sick ryte now,

i'm so depressed thinking about all these

she was the one who took care of me when i was young

when my parents went to sch,

she cooks for me,she bathe me,she did everything for me

but what i did for her?

myb the only thing that i did was study hard for her

i want her to be happy,proud of who i am

i want to be a proud granddaughter

for her

i'm depressed that i cant go to U-KISS FAN MEETING in MALAYSIA,

my grandma is so sick,

i have dance practice for Banking Dinner,

i have LAW TEST, ECO TEST, FIN TEST coming up,

we hv MANDARIN PROJECT to WRITE THE SCRIPT and SHOOT,

i hv MANDARIN ORAL TEST,WRITING TEST coming up..

I'M SO DEPRESSED!

HEY AKU TENSION LAGI!

(p/s:its ADAM's new song)

SUPERSHOW 2!

Another one of the best day in my life!

although i didnt get to go,

but i get to hear the concert!

its a gud thing that ct went,

n i called her few times to listen to the concert

i get to hear SORRY SORRY and MARRY U live!!

aargh!so cool!

i screamed loudly at college

1st i cant really hear what suju was singing.

myb because idk what song was it

hehe then ct said,

"NI PART DONGHAE!"

i screamed!

then i texted ct n said that'

"nnt SORRY SORRY bgtahu eh"

then ct called,

it was SORRY SORRY!

i was so happy!

espcially when i ge to hear DONGHAE's part!

i was like crazy!

hey g,g,g,girl

aargh!

jd gila sebentar waktu itu

n then,ct miss called again so i called her back

it was MARRY U!

again i was like crazy~

DONGHAE ckp nk kawen dgn sy!

haha xbley blah

angau di mlm ini..

wtv it is,

i really njoy tonite!

donghae said he wanted to marry me

by phone!

(haha sudah2 la tu berangan kan..=p)

enuff of daydreaming already,

back to reality.

hee~

One of the happiest day of my life!

Lee Kiseop!
oh tidak~
at 1st,
last friday when i watched music bank at kbsworld
when watching u-kiss perform
when the camera shows kiseop,
suddenly i screamed!
n i was like,
"Why did i scream for him?"
"apsal sy jerit utk dia?"
Wan was wondering why too
but nvm,that was last week
today!
now!
currently i'm kinda chatting with him
at our fb wall
n suddenly when i said kiseop syg..
trus aje dia reply
i was just talking to myself kot~
hahaha wan pun nk termuntah kot dgr
so the reason its one of the best day in my life is because
i get to chat with LEE KISEOP ppl!
n i got to dlod Hello Baby without any dc from the slow broadband
i'm so happy!
so lucky for me today,
the broadband isn't slow
so,thank u celcom broadband!
thank u lee kiseop!

but it doesn't really mean that its the real kiseop ryte?

wtv it is,i still njoyed chatting whether that person is the real kiseop or not
=)

PARK JAEBEOM

Actually,its the 1st time i write about other than DBSK
i was quite sad when i read the news
about his officially withdraw from 2pm

i cant believe that its like finally happen

i was hoping,

n i pray everyday that jay will comeback to 2pm

even until now,

i still pray for him

i'll never give up

but of cos,

while pray for this,

i pray for dong bang shin ki too

so that they wont disband.

huhu so sad~

idk when will there be a gud happy ending for these idols

its a big relief that shinee has no problem currently

so about jay,

i really dont understand why the hottest would do such things

i really dont understand the significance of doing such stupid things

i really dont!

we all want jay to come back,

but its his own decision

its his life

i know he wants to come back but he cant due to some personal big reason

well,i donno what but it must be big that he had to quit officially

he knows himself what he had done,

n why he cant go back

we just hv to hope for the best ryte?

so all i wanna say,

i support u no matter what PARK JAEBEOM!

saranghae~

Saengilcukahamnida SHIM CHANGMIN!

Today is 18th of Feb 2010

its his bday

shim chang min or known as choi kang chang min or max changmin
he turns 22 today
it feels just like yesterday when i knew him
when he was 18
i can clearly remember that
at that time,
i was crazy over him
at that time,
i like him from DBSK
not U-KNOW but MAX
i can still remember how me n eleeza was like sharing him
=p
bknnye sharing apa pun
just share that we liked the same person
now she's still the same
still like him
but me,
i chose JUNG YUNHO since 18/2/2007
this means that today is our 3rd anniversary!
=ppp
me n yunho
hahaha
i hope DBSK will celebrate together changminnie's bday
although i think its quite impossible ryte now
but who knows?

anyway,for SHIM CHANGMIN,
Saengilcukahamnida!
Happy Birthday!
I hope all ur wishes n dreams will come true
take care of ur health
work hard but dont tire urself out too much
Saranghae!
<3>Dong Bang Shin Ki,
Always Keep The Faith!
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Saengilcukahamnida JUNG YUNHO!

Happy Birthday JUNG YUNHO my beloved!

omg,i just love him so much!

because today is his bday,

i change my laptop's background,

my hp's background n its screen saver

from JONGHYUN,

now all YUNHO.

i would luv to appreciate him on this day

although mybe he didnt do anything,

but being a member of Dong Bang Shin Ki that i luv the most,

helped me a lot

helped me to release tension,

helped to entertain my heart,

helped me to have the feeling of luving an idol

to me,without DBSK in my life is nothing

i cant bear to think my life without dbsk

can i live without them?

idk,n i hope it wont happen

well, not now at least

until now,

i'll pray for DBSK to be together again like old times

i hope it will be my dream come true this year

i'm waiting~

anyway,Yunho ku syg!

ur 24 today!

or in korean ur 25 today

i wish u all the best in life,

i wish that u'll have life full of happiness

with ur family n loved ones

pls take care of ur health,

i hope u'll have the best of health

although it is impossible for him to read this,

but nvm

i just wish him from the bottom of my heart

i love u so much JUNG YUNHO!

Saranghae~

Dong Bang Shin Ki,

Always Keep The Faith!

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